It’s been so long I have dropped the packet saying I will not touch it anymore anyhow.
I still remember the time and rain, the water touched her white body and made her brown and ugly.
I felt like she cried or I think she laughed at me, she might have said something I couldn’t understand.
She was far away from me for so long and I have never thought to bring her back as I took the stand.
It was yesterday evening; I was standing out with all my friends on d same square I used to meet her.
I suddenly asked my friend if I could kiss my ex , after all she was once my only girlfriend…..
Friend smiled.. I smiled.. Even she lightened up a little more than before… It was never my last score.
I felt ashamed… a little guilt and shame.. Like she was asking me if without her I felt lame…..
I heard and she said… I have always been told you…..
You are leaving me for whom, remember I asked you.
I was there with you when you got first supply.
I was even there for you when you have cleared all of them.
You kissed me when you were happy; you made me ash when you were fired.
You filled me up when you had pockets filled. You puffed me slow when you were low.
I lightened up myself to let you feel light. I burnt my own to keep you warm inside.
You kept me secured more than a diamond in hostel room; you shared me with friends like a whore.
You even kept me half burnt sometimes and crushed under feet,
You even let me burnt till my neck until you yourself felt the heat.
You kissed me till I turned ash sometimes…
You kissed me to make some flawless rounds..
Remember the days you used to saw her picture in my smoke….
Remember how you promised to never see me ever again…..
I used to be your first girlfriend… I used to be the first female you kissed.. You liked to be with.
And I suddenly thought of the famous book I read… yes it is a truth one can never deny…
First love is after all first love and no one can forget… so m I a human can’t let the feeling go…